:s

its been almost a week aku inda sekulah. and almost a week jua inda makan :) idk why, my leher seems sakit semacam. a week sudah. asal beludah ada darah. asal makan or minum sakit. So, no makan and minum for almost a week sudah jua. it came back. dulu pernah cemani but not as sakit as this one. dulu darahnya sikit, now banyak. but i'm okay. kekadang feel migrain saja. just now i had it. kaka mau bawa ke hospital, but i denied. i'm just okay. no worries. kaka forced me to take panadol tadi, so i took it. first 3 biji nada effect langsung. then i ate another 4 biji. now started to bagi effect. im sleepy sudah, yet its 7pm baru too early to go to sleep but im going jua after this. nothing to do, no one to contact with :')


and my facebook is no longer active. he wont jawap my question. he is moving on. meliat ya cematu, sakit saja hati diri. he even remove tag of our picture together. cemanaku kan move on cemani ani :') entahlah.. I'll try to move on. and i'll try to recover back by what's hurt. just one thing, the lasttime i broke him up, aku menyasal berabisan. ani ia putuskan aku, ia inda menyasalkah ah? Hmmm :(